{"id":425,"date":"2010-01-26T16:35:00","date_gmt":"2010-01-26T16:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/?p=425"},"modified":"2014-02-04T15:18:45","modified_gmt":"2014-02-04T15:18:45","slug":"the-ruby-slippers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/?p=425","title":{"rendered":"The Ruby Slippers"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>“Our soul is about the process while our ego is about the product.”
~Julia Cameron<\/p>\n

Laura’s<\/a> reference to Julia’s quote synchronized with what I had read in Petra’s post about process and product the other day. In the midst of writing and rewriting a comment to her post, I checked my email to discover an email from Christine Rathbun, a spoken word performer who was unavailable to teach at Bear because she has another performance<\/a> debuting that weekend.<\/p>\n

Turns out we have a mutual friend, Diane Hanna<\/a>, who is teaching at the retreat<\/a>. And Christine was inviting me to join her in February at O’Shea’s<\/a> open mic to present my work. Which brought me back to Petra’s<\/a> post about her first photography show. Because this would be my first performance sharing my writing through storytelling, a path the sweetest Jen Lee<\/a> inspired me to follow. (Incidently, Jen is hosting another retreat in April with this teacher<\/a>, someone I hope will teach at the November retreat, along with Christine<\/a>, Antje<\/a> and a couple of others).<\/p>\n

Petra mentioned how much she loves the actual doing of her art, rather than the results of her effort, something I can totally relate to. I love process, pulling things together, all my varied interests — people, food, places — but once I get them all together I’m at a loss as to where to go from there. Because, like her I’ve had my fun, and I get bored doing the same thing repeatedly. Which is why the retreat’s a little different for me. Each time can bring together different people, different processes, different ways of being in the world and so on.<\/p>\n

I like that process is so important because it’s my favorite part. But once I reach my goal, I’m usually ready to try something else. I get bored easily, I like constant change, movement. But I haven’t reached my goal with this yet. Or have I? I’ve said from the very beginning of this process that I wasn’t sure where it would all lead or what I would learn from it or even if the ultimate product was an actual retreat or if it would morph into something else. I started out creating this retreat simply because creating something like this is play for me. I have a ball doing it — connecting with people, traveling, checking out chefs and menus, meeting new people, and doing the proverbial pig in sh*t dance I do whenever I get near anything to do with expressive arts, the soul, tools for gaining deeper self-knowledge, the collective psyche and just plain hanging out with kindred spirits. I like the many twists and turns a path can take.<\/p>\n

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Unexpected adventures arise. And reading the Julia quote and Petra’s post reminded me that this is why I am one of those people who hasn’t yet figured out what to be when she grows up, what to do with her life, what her calling is. I have so much fun with the process, I forget about the original product. And I’ve been realizing, what if the retreat doesn’t end up being the product after all? What if most of it’s about journey, in my case, my journey home<\/a>? To myself. Who knows?\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

I do know that while originally I wanted to offer a retreat scholarship, I realized it would be more fun to do pledges to favorite causes. It’s a way of nurturing the social justice activist in me. Like Petra wrote about her photography show, she doesn’t really like framing her work or promoting it. Ditto — me neither. But what is fun for me and is something else I’ve always wanted to do (besides creating retreats and other ways for women to gather) is to play philanthropist. So, I’ve mentioned the Uniform Project<\/a> before and I’m going to mention it again. Books, schools, kids, India, I love it all. My goal now is 20 retreat registrations by the 2oth of February, the deadline I’ve set for making a go of this retreat project. If I meet that goal, I have told Jessica at the Uniform Project that I will write a check for $600 (the cost of attending the retreat) to the project. And then I can look forward to moving ahead with the November retreat and another cause<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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