{"id":449,"date":"2009-12-08T20:14:00","date_gmt":"2009-12-08T20:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/?p=449"},"modified":"2009-12-08T20:14:00","modified_gmt":"2009-12-08T20:14:00","slug":"overwhelm-fear-and-what-ifs","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/?p=449","title":{"rendered":"Overwhelm, Fear and What Ifs"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/_t8QqmnputW4\/Sx63nc0hQlI\/AAAAAAAAAOQ\/rjhPDNSjRNE\/s1600-h\/mairead.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/_t8QqmnputW4\/Sx63nc0hQlI\/AAAAAAAAAOQ\/rjhPDNSjRNE\/s400\/mairead.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\"><\/a><br \/>When my laptop crashed a few weeks ago, I&#8217;d been in a fairly regular blog writing groove, but am having trouble lately getting back into the swing of it. Sometimes the thoughts are flying by so fast, I just plain can&#8217;t catch &#8217;em quick enough. Then there&#8217;s other days where it&#8217;s just a struggle &#8212; I&#8217;d rather tell than write. Maybe it&#8217;s the Irish in me and the long line of storytelling history that goes with my heritage. Whatever, here I am today trying to spit something out. Actually, I&#8217;ve been working a lot on the <a href=\"http:\/\/michelleshopped.blogspot.com\/2009\/11\/herstory.html\"><span>BEAR<\/span><\/a> retreat planning &#8212; every week brings me a little closer to the pieces beginning to come <a href=\"http:\/\/michelleshopped.blogspot.com\/2009\/11\/art-nature-and-goddess.html\"><span>together<\/span><\/a> and fit well. I have almost all the teachers worked out and can&#8217;t wait to introduce them, I believe I&#8217;ve finally found a chef, and am hoping to start registration by the end of the month. I know, good timing, huh? What with the holidays and all? But still, just gotta go with it and put it out there. Sometimes I get a little fearful and overwhelmed and the doubts creep in &#8212; all the what ifs? One of my mother-in-law&#8217;s favorite sayings was &#8220;ifs don&#8217;t count.&#8221; I used to not get it and even begged to differ, but I don&#8217;t know, sometimes I think she had a point. She had so much wisdom.<\/p>\n<p>** the photo is one of my beloved niece, Mairead when she was about 10 a few summers ago (modeling one of our crazy vintage hats from our site)&#8230;remember when you were 10 and the world was still your oyster?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When my laptop crashed a few weeks ago, I&#8217;d been in a fairly regular blog writing groove, but am having trouble lately getting back into the swing of it. Sometimes the thoughts are flying by so fast, I just plain can&#8217;t catch &#8217;em quick enough. Then there&#8217;s other days where it&#8217;s just a struggle &#8212; &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/?p=449\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Overwhelm, Fear and What Ifs&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[631],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-449","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-art"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/449","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=449"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/449\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=449"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=449"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.artfoodsoul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=449"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}